“There was this hype of me coming, and this attention of people watching, and expectation. And sometimes I struggle with the thought that I am really not good enough to be in this position. … And it even boils down to these simple steps that I have been doing my whole career. I am doing them so differently now and I am questioning them so differently. … Sometimes I even question: Am I losing who I am? Am I losing what made me as a dancer?”